Love, an endless mystery♥

.Monday, August 23, 2010 ♥

I should get a grip

I just hate the way I seem to be the extra one

The one standing in between the both of them

I fckin hate this feeling

I really dun want any of you lying to me

I rather know that you guys are close

Rather than to keep trying to guess wtf are you 2 up to

I am tired of this repeating cycle

Fck

This happened with John Val

This Happened with WeiZhong

FCK LAH

Now its happening to me and the people who I truly trust and love

If he told you anything you could just fckin tell me he did

No need to lie

Honestly. stop it

I am annoyed

hurt

and just feelin like the selfish fcked up bitch that I am

Both of you dont know me at all

I mind

I really do.

But fck it

I dont deserve any of this

Lies

Tears

Fck off.

Just fck off

Stop trying to act like you care just to make me feel better

You're both better off without me

With the amount of the love that none of you would ever be able to know,

Sammy

Love, @ 8:26 PM

.Monday, August 16, 2010 ♥

I shouldnt be feeling this way.

This whole stupid hurt feeling

So what if I like him?

SO WHAT.

I am not worth it. Close frens

hahaha

I really do like him ):

gosh why him

why

haha I ask this question every single time I get rejected

HAHA

Sammy you are officially the biggest loser on earth

Get over yourself

You are not worth anything at all.

Labels: Ranting

Love, @ 6:45 PM

.Monday, July 12, 2010 ♥

I swear sometimes I really hate being a girl ==

ROARRRRRR

I am freaking dying at home can ):

Food poisoning + Cramps = HELLLL ):

WAILLL T.T someone shoot me

PLSSSS
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Update on life (:

Went to play basket ball with

Matt and Charmao (:

LOL! it was damn epic

Even though Mao-y broke my keychain ):

LOL

She was holding my phone

By the KEYCHAIN

OBVIOUSLY it will break ==

And she blames china for making cheap products

LOL

SELF DENIAL (:

HAHA

And yea I totally embarrassed myself can

Stupid ball wont go into the damn hoop

ROARRRRRRR

Haha

But there was a damn cute gy there @.@

KAWAIIII~

And he has ABS

Like OMG DAMN HOT LAH

LOL

After that went for cat class

It was a slacking period o.o

So I was texting Matt throughout

LOL after cat class

Went to help THE BIGGEST JOKE ON EARTH

To rearrange tables and chairs for HIS cat class ==

Stupid useless bum lah he

LOL then met up with Matt to meet up with Emma and ISABAO

But there 2 extra people with Matt ==

UGH

But yea still had fun :DDD

HAHAHAHAH

Matt is retarded~ (:

But I still love him anyways even though he is a gay bitch ^^

xoxo SAMMY

Labels: CharMAO♥, Church ♥, Emma(:, IsaBAO♥, Matts♥

Love, @ 1:46 PM

.Sunday, June 27, 2010 ♥

Omg school reopens tomorrow ):

SHOOT ME

SOMEBODY PLSSSSS

Love, @ 10:41 PM

.Wednesday, June 16, 2010 ♥

OMG

Mu laptop's batt is dyin ):

And life has been boring

OMG

COME ON SOMEONE BRING IN SOME EXCITEMENT INTO MY LIFE ALREADY

No Ting NOT YOU

LOL
UGHHHHH ):

Maybe its time to love again (:

Labels: new love ♥

Love, @ 11:04 PM

.Saturday, May 29, 2010 ♥

I feel hopeless now

And I have no idea why

I need something

And I have no idea wat

This sucks

Wats wrong with me

I feel screwed

Its a quarter after 1

I am all alone and I need you now...

GAH

I FEEL ALL ALONE

its over

I dunno

I feel super confused

I am emo

Like wtf is goin on lah

I like Miley's new song

When I look at you (:

Omg I am pissed at myself now

WHY?

Sometimes I say things without thinkin

I dont think I am over YOU

Yea wtf its been more than a fckin year

And tat jus sucks

Its not easy

God this is horrid

And I am thinkin of switchin church

Its like

I am so confused right now

Like wtf am I to do?

I hate it when ppl use me to get close to a close fren

Like wtf

Grow some balls

I am tired of ppl asking me abt her

fck you

You wanna know abt her

Talk to her

You fckin douchebag

And while you are at it

Pls do not try to substitute me

Its bad enough I am yr fckin tool

And now you're snatchin her frm me?

Like come on

She hasnt even stated tat she was interested

So just drop dead

Like who da heck are you to say you love her alot

When I had to fckin tell you her birthday

I feel used and stupid

I wanna cry but yea I am sick of tired

Its enough

Today is gonna be the day

I face reality

No matter how painful it is

Guys are assholes

Couple of heartbreakers

I wish I was a boy

There might be a chance for this world to not be tat hopeless if I was a boy

Coz I wouldnt tell someone I love them and jus

Leave tat person giving different excuses

Go screw

There isnt much worth loving nowadays

Like gimme something to live for already

Oh Zac Efron on tv ^^

HOT

And yea

I am in love with Vampire Diaries

Damon Salvatore

Is hot sexy dangerous

And heck he is so dreamy

Stefan Salvatore

Is the typical Prince Charming

A total gentleman

Both fighting over Elena Gilbert

(: Awesome

All my old scars are open

And they hurt like crap

I do live in denial

And tat scares me

God I totally need a counsellor

In my heart its broken

I should take caution when it comes to love

I love way to easily

Tell him I was happy

WAS

Thx alot for breakin my heart

Its not like you give much of a shit anyway

You are in yr top JC

Happy

With other girls

FYI

You fckin disgust me

How you act like everything is ok

Fck you

Heartless bastard

You are a fckin player

You just dun act the way they do

You are wayy smarter

You flirt tactfully

I was stupid

And I hate myself for loving you

(: I hope you are gonna be happy for the rest of yr life

Breakin other girls' hearts

Just like you broke mine

It hurt

I realli hope something like tat

Would happen to you

Losing the person you thought was gonna be the one for you

All we had is gone now

Impossible.

I feel retarded

And You are fckin wrong abt me changin

I guess you didnt know me well enough to know

Tat my child-like acts were a fckin act to cover up

The hurt you have caused me

I wanted to be a child again

To escape frm tat horrible pain

Haha

You will never know

You think I am childish now

Like come on

Have you even seen yr fb videos?

Those are wat ppl refer as childish

Go screw yrself

I am gonna love myself more now

Coz you and I are impossible

and I finally can accept tat

Love, @ 1:06 AM

.Wednesday, April 7, 2010 ♥

OH GAWDDDDDDDDD

I realise i should seriously stop using my com and concentrate on my studies )):

SCREWED LAH

EXAMS ARE ON 4 MAYYYYY!

GRRRR
):

Sammy Hwaiting!

OMG

I suck at giving speeches to introduce myself ==

FML

xoxo Sammy (:

Labels: Ranting

Love, @ 10:20 PM

Samantha Ng
She was broken on 27042009♥
Super enthu
Super insane
Super happy
Only bad point...
ALWAYS DEFEATED IN LOVE!!
Born on 10March1995
Dun mind you giving presents to her^^
SHE LOVES YOU ♥♥♥
Dun hate her =[
Easy going girl who really wanna meet more friends
who love FAHRENHEIT!
Papa in Xinmin:
ROyson..
Mamas:
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Vivian
Grandpa:
Sammuel
Big bros:
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Yvette{Y-farto♥}
Ester{Rocker♥}
Abigail{SISTER♥}
Eve{Itoe♥}
Vivien{XiaoMonster♥}
Stephanie!!{Rising superstar♥}
Joeleen;Xiao Ting{Chiobu♥}
Mei:
Jasmine
Laopo:
JANNEL
Twinneh:
Ting
Besties:
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