Defeated Love

2010-08-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

I should get a grip

I just hate the way I seem to be the extra one

The one standing in between the both of them

I fckin hate this feeling

I really dun want any of you lying to me

I rather know that you guys are close

Rather than to keep trying to guess wtf are you 2 up to

I am tired of this repeating cycle

Fck

This happened with John Val

This Happened with WeiZhong

FCK LAH

Now its happening to me and the people who I truly trust and love

If he told you anything you could just fckin tell me he did

No need to lie

Honestly. stop it

I am annoyed

hurt

and just feelin like the selfish fcked up bitch that I am

Both of you dont know me at all

I mind

I really do.

But fck it

I dont deserve any of this

Lies

Tears

Fck off.

Just fck off

Stop trying to act like you care just to make me feel better

You're both better off without me

With the amount of the love that none of you would ever be able to know,

Sammy

2010-08-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

I shouldnt be feeling this way.

This whole stupid hurt feeling

So what if I like him?

SO WHAT.

I am not worth it. Close frens

hahaha

I really do like him ):

gosh why him

why

haha I ask this question every single time I get rejected

HAHA

Sammy you are officially the biggest loser on earth

Get over yourself

You are not worth anything at all.

2010-07-12T13:46:00.003+08:00

I swear sometimes I really hate being a girl ==

ROARRRRRR

I am freaking dying at home can ):

Food poisoning + Cramps = HELLLL ):

WAILLL T.T someone shoot me

PLSSSS
---------------------------------------------------------------

Update on life (:

Went to play basket ball with

Matt and Charmao (:

LOL! it was damn epic

Even though Mao-y broke my keychain ):

LOL

She was holding my phone

By the KEYCHAIN

OBVIOUSLY it will break ==

And she blames china for making cheap products

LOL

SELF DENIAL (:

HAHA

And yea I totally embarrassed myself can

Stupid ball wont go into the damn hoop

ROARRRRRRR

Haha

But there was a damn cute gy there @.@

KAWAIIII~

And he has ABS

Like OMG DAMN HOT LAH

LOL

After that went for cat class

It was a slacking period o.o

So I was texting Matt throughout

LOL after cat class

Went to help THE BIGGEST JOKE ON EARTH

To rearrange tables and chairs for HIS cat class ==

Stupid useless bum lah he

LOL then met up with Matt to meet up with Emma and ISABAO

But there 2 extra people with Matt ==

UGH

But yea still had fun :DDD

HAHAHAHAH

Matt is retarded~ (:

But I still love him anyways even though he is a gay bitch ^^

xoxo SAMMY

2010-06-27T22:41:00.001+08:00

Omg school reopens tomorrow ):

SHOOT ME

SOMEBODY PLSSSSS

2010-06-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

OMG

Mu laptop's batt is dyin ):

And life has been boring

OMG

COME ON SOMEONE BRING IN SOME EXCITEMENT INTO MY LIFE ALREADY

No Ting NOT YOU

LOL
UGHHHHH ):

Maybe its time to love again (:

2010-05-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

I feel hopeless now

And I have no idea why

I need something

And I have no idea wat

This sucks

Wats wrong with me

I feel screwed

Its a quarter after 1

I am all alone and I need you now...

GAH

I FEEL ALL ALONE

its over

I dunno

I feel super confused

I am emo

Like wtf is goin on lah

I like Miley's new song

When I look at you (:

Omg I am pissed at myself now

WHY?

Sometimes I say things without thinkin

I dont think I am over YOU

Yea wtf its been more than a fckin year

And tat jus sucks

Its not easy

God this is horrid

And I am thinkin of switchin church

Its like

I am so confused right now

Like wtf am I to do?

I hate it when ppl use me to get close to a close fren

Like wtf

Grow some balls

I am tired of ppl asking me abt her

fck you

You wanna know abt her

Talk to her

You fckin douchebag

And while you are at it

Pls do not try to substitute me

Its bad enough I am yr fckin tool

And now you're snatchin her frm me?

Like come on

She hasnt even stated tat she was interested

So just drop dead

Like who da heck are you to say you love her alot

When I had to fckin tell you her birthday

I feel used and stupid

I wanna cry but yea I am sick of tired

Its enough

Today is gonna be the day

I face reality

No matter how painful it is

Guys are assholes

Couple of heartbreakers

I wish I was a boy

There might be a chance for this world to not be tat hopeless if I was a boy

Coz I wouldnt tell someone I love them and jus

Leave tat person giving different excuses

Go screw

There isnt much worth loving nowadays

Like gimme something to live for already

Oh Zac Efron on tv ^^

HOT

And yea

I am in love with Vampire Diaries

Damon Salvatore

Is hot sexy dangerous

And heck he is so dreamy

Stefan Salvatore

Is the typical Prince Charming

A total gentleman

Both fighting over Elena Gilbert

(: Awesome

All my old scars are open

And they hurt like crap

I do live in denial

And tat scares me

God I totally need a counsellor

In my heart its broken

I should take caution when it comes to love

I love way to easily

Tell him I was happy

WAS

Thx alot for breakin my heart

Its not like you give much of a shit anyway

You are in yr top JC

Happy

With other girls

FYI

You fckin disgust me

How you act like everything is ok

Fck you

Heartless bastard

You are a fckin player

You just dun act the way they do

You are wayy smarter

You flirt tactfully

I was stupid

And I hate myself for loving you

(: I hope you are gonna be happy for the rest of yr life

Breakin other girls' hearts

Just like you broke mine

It hurt

I realli hope something like tat

Would happen to you

Losing the person you thought was gonna be the one for you

All we had is gone now

Impossible.

I feel retarded

And You are fckin wrong abt me changin

I guess you didnt know me well enough to know

Tat my child-like acts were a fckin act to cover up

The hurt you have caused me

I wanted to be a child again

To escape frm tat horrible pain

Haha

You will never know

You think I am childish now

Like come on

Have you even seen yr fb videos?

Those are wat ppl refer as childish

Go screw yrself

I am gonna love myself more now

Coz you and I are impossible

and I finally can accept tat

2010-04-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

OH GAWDDDDDDDDD

I realise i should seriously stop using my com and concentrate on my studies )):

SCREWED LAH

EXAMS ARE ON 4 MAYYYYY!

GRRRR
):

Sammy Hwaiting!

OMG

I suck at giving speeches to introduce myself ==

FML

xoxo Sammy (:

2010-04-06T17:49:00.001+08:00

Today was good (:

Tomorrow's gonna suck

LOL

I am like highhhhh

Whoots

and yea today was supposed to be our 1 year ):

Booo....

But yea (:

I am ok...

Its been a year

haha

Was smsing Sherhair last nite

LOL

Discussing on when we could meet up

He is like soooo niceeeee

WHOOO

HAHA

Havent spoken to bitchy today

Booo

HAHA

Gonna go study ):

Fck

HELLO MATHS TEST AND MOTHER TONGUE TEST

T.T

2010-04-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

Making it a point to blog (:

MUAHAHA

Today was nice (:

Started off pretty badly at first though ):

I overslept and my mum was pissed

Then we went to church

(: She didnt sit with my bro and I again

But my bro was being an ass ==

GRRRR

But yeaaa In the end I ended up with the YC peepo (:

WHOOTS

YC FTW

We went for the parish feast day lunch together

It was AWESOMEEEE
And beyond except when I embarrassed myself -.-

STUPID LAU AND FRANSISCUS LAH

Wth

The emcees were asking for 3 guys and 1 girl

So yea

Lau and Frans were totally up for it

While Lionel and I were reluctant

Then stupid Lau pulled me up ==

GRRR

And then we were scammed!!!!

Stupid Fran thought we were just supposed to go up to stage and then leave

I was like WTHHHHHH

YOU IDIOT!!! WE CONFIRM HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ONE!

And we really did ==

IT WAS DAMN STUPID AND BEYOND LAH!!!!

GRRRRRRRRR

But yea (:

Other than tat!!! I saw lotsa ppl I love!

FANFAN! APY!!!

:( But no Charmao!!!

WAILL

She had a sore eyeeeee

But yea

TODAY WAS GOODDDDD

CHURCH AND YC FTW!!!!

Xoxo Sammy (:

2010-04-03T15:21:00.002+08:00

Wheee I am happy so I am gonna blogggg

=DDDDD

Omggg I think I am falling for someone

Wth

Its like I dunno wats going on lah

One moment he seems realli nice

And the next I hear lotsa bad things about him =[[[

But yeaaa

Omg last nite was freaking epic XDDD

Muahahaha

I was speaking to like 6 different guys

HAHA

And all of a sudden all my damn stalkers are back like WTF

So annoyingggg

But yea

I REFUSE TO LOVE AGAIN

Love sucks like shit and I aint getting my heart broken again =[[[

But overall I dun think he is interested

He is quite smart lahhh

But whee (: I am happy anyways...

OMG WAIT GAHHHHH

I AM ANGRYYYYY

My mum just totally pangseh-ed me

Wtf

She just totally left me in my auntie's house

Like WTF

I WANNA BITE HER

Haha! I am happy again

OMG MY BLOG POST IS TOTALLY MOODSWING-ISH

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

He takes her hand under the moonlight

'I love you, so much it hurts...' he said

But all she did was look away

'I really need you with me..And I want you in my life forever...' he said again

This time with more determination in his eyes.

But she let go of his hand and turn her back to him

'Whats wrong?' He asked sounding hurt.

'I am sorry... But I am not able to love again after all the pain love has put me through'

She finally said, before walking away as tears flowed down her cheeks

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Screw all heart breakers in the world.

Xoxo Sammy

SMILE :D

2010-03-30T21:39:00.005+08:00

Oh god its been freakin ages since I Last posted.

Anyways =] I am so over HIM

-.- he turns out to not be as ideal as I thought he was

LOL. Praying that my uploading of photos onto fb will turn out well

Anyways, life has been pretty weird lately

OMG SAMMY HAS BEEN STUDYING :O

Haha :) still obsessed over church!

Hmm Zl has a fb now o.o

Wow

Haha I was in shock and in dilemma on whether or not to accept him

But yea heck it all =]

We will have been broken up for 1 whole year on 27 april

GAH =[ I feel all the darn memories all floodin back!

You are the Thunder and I am the lightning!!! HAHA

Random~ Naturally:Selena Gomez

Omg I should sleep like now .

But I refuse to XD

Gahhh I wanna spam my blog x.x

OMG its been dead for quite sometime

TMD

Oh oh =] I have loads of scandals in school nowadays

HAHA Some of them are quite ridiculous lah XD

But yea the same emo feeling I felt one year ago when he left

Is coming back ;(

Brace yrself school

It all depends on how my bipolar is gonna be

Either way too high the happy scale or wayy lowww

GAH

I dun wanna be normal

I wanna live in a effin fantasy goddammit!

OMG Emo mood coming up.

I want yr love love love love

I want yr love!

I want yr love and then I want yr revenge!

HAHAHAHA

The pain of losing comes back numbing all my senses except pain.

Sammy = Screwed

GAHHHHHH

I should be fine after 27 april!

HE is doing fine so should I!

OHMYGOD there is a band called the

GORILLAZ

Like hello?! I jus finished watchin tarzan

And totally laughed at this XDDD

GAHHH!!

SAMMY MUST STOP OBSESSING WITH FANTASY! =[

Not gonna be easy

UGH! FML!

OH OH =] COUNTING DOWN TO WHEN FAN RETURNS! =DDD

Missing him loads

2010-03-02T23:54:00.002+08:00

WHOOHOO

I am like crazy now =]

I am crushin on a YOU

That doesnt even know I exist

:) typically Sammy!

HAHA!

Life's been pretty fair to be =]

Except for my FANFAN ♥ leaving Singapore =[

He left for Brunei last nite

Smsed me when he was already on the plane

But yea

Fan will be back at the end of this month!

Sammy will be countin down! ♥

And well maths is still not lovin me no matter how I try to love it =[

BooHoo

But yea :) realisation is so helpful ♥

Xoxo Sammy love

2010-02-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

Finally I am totally FREEE AND AWESOMEEE

Whee giving up on both my ex boyfriends

Who totally thrashed my heart over and over again!!

Yea I was totally stupid this whole time =[

The first one totally used me as a substitute

The second...

I guess he was really nice.

But yea he flirt with girls too much

Life sucks

Love sucks

So yea

FLINGIN IT ALL OUT THE WINDOW!

Whee.

A load of my chest

I am ready for another relationship

WHOOTS

But not with some freak x.x

HAHA

Hello New Heart! =DDDD

I HEART <♥> YOU!

2010-01-25T22:16:00.001+08:00

Basically life has been SHITTT

I miss him

I miss primary school

I miss so many things

I jus miss the old me

WHAT HAPPENED

I am so upset over NOTHING right now =[

help me

pls...

2010-01-15T11:10:00.002+08:00

Since I am free now =]

I SHALL POST

Damn excited currently

And suffering frm food poisonin T.T

LIKE DAMMIT

Anyways

HELLO CHURCH =D

I am so in love with shurch currently

And Sammy has a freaking Korea craze thingy goin on in

her head

But seriously

I am still listening to Michael ♥

And other USA chart toppers =]

Cant wait for tis Evening

Like Damn

I am supposed to go see my grandma now

Feeling Lazy

And listening to

Blah Blah Blah by Keisha =]

She is good!

Selena Gomez is rocking my life currently as well =]
Like seriously

Frm a lil wizard horror

To a mature amazing singer

Like how cool is tat?!

Hahas early in the morning already woke up already =[

Damn the stomachaches

Came online

Debated with Jerome abt SNSD being plastic

LOL!

My good nite frm Sammy sms system

Has been reduced like crazy =]

kinda a good thing in a way XD

hahas smsing my awesome Mummy who is currently in school =]

Omg I am feeling crappy yet excited as well

Its been so long ago since my last post XD

Missing 2o6'o9 =[

but yea =]

I am happy with my current class as well

NO ONE REALLY BULLIES ME =D

Except for Wei Zhong ==

HMPH

Oh oh oh its magic you know~

Nvr believe its not so!

Love life update...

Hmmm

Its been pretty dry so far =]

But I am HAPPY

HAHA! I am like typing realli fast XD

My bro is outta the house

I had to freakin wake him up tis morning!

Lately been hanging out with my Twinneh alot =]

WHOOTS

We the Twin Gossip Bitches XD

hahas

I HAVE NO CURFEW FOR 2 WEEKS~

MUAHAHAHAH

Yes world start being jealous ^^

HAHA! My mum went to Vietnam =]

I am soooo Obsessed!

Hahas Watching Wizards of Waverly place on youtube XD

DAMN COOL =]

Will blog again later!

WHOOTS MIDNIGHT MOVIE TONITE!

Loving Charmao and Isabao =]

2009-11-21T01:47:00.003+08:00

Today when I was rushing home in a cab

I realli felt awesome talking to the uncle

He totally talked some sense into me

Plus today after meeting ZL

I realise

OVER

YOU

realli

The uncle said :

We youngsters nowadays

realli dun understand wth love is

We jus crush on ppl

Hold hands

Kiss

and we call tat

LOVE

and when ppl break up with us

We feel like the whole world is

a shithole

And start talking bout how our life sucks

How we wanna drop dead

Like seriously

After tonight

I feel tat ppl who say these

are selfish ingrates

After a breakup

We only care abt how we are feeling inside

And totally neglest others

on the outside who actually care abt us

For example

The ppl who actually worked their asses off

To pay for our education

So now wat?

Jus coz you lost somebody

who you THOUGHT was in love with

And you ARE in love with

[or so you think]

You totally heck abt wat yr parents would feel

Finding their own child

taking their own lives

jus coz of a

person who might not even know

Wtf love is

so shit these kinda ppl

You havent even started earning money

To provide for yr parents

And you are fcking thinkin of DEATH!?

Like HELLO!??

THINK ABT THEM

Its like

no them = no you

no you = not even a chance to love

Makes sense?

HELL YEA

so seriously for those who think tat

Relationships are realli

THEIR WHOLE FREAKIN WORLD

and tat they will die without a fairytale love story

WAKE UP

We're living in reality

And you are living in self denial

The first commandment:

HONOUR YR FATHER AND MOTHER

They deserve yr loving more than anyone else in the world

Since they provide

And for those who seriously

Think their parents dun provide

Think AGAIN

-.-

Oh advice to likin a person:

Look on their good points

Tat totally helps

When parents get unreasonable

Think of watever good thing they did for you

And if you cant think of anything

Narrow it down into a summary

THEY MADE YOU! =]

xoxo Sammy

All information written are without

any offence intended

so relax =]

2009-11-21T01:21:00.001+08:00

LOL! YC WAS AWESOME =]

sold a few badges XD

THANK YOU ALL!

Hahahas

I LOVE HUGGING LIONEL

2009-11-19T01:17:00.002+08:00

Hmm time now on my side of the Earth is

1.50 AM

And I am still wide awake

o.o

Yea

So I shall rant:

I am disgusted with you

REALLI

wtf

Anyone who is readin tis

I guess ANYONE would agree tat

It ISNT ok to be crushin on someone when

you are in a relationship

Its like WTH?

And yea I am NOT a fan of underground relationships

AT ALL

Due to the fact

When someone gets dumped

He/She will have to go

Retell the whole freakin story

On how they got tgt

Why they broke up

Its like a child retelling

A freakin fairytale with a suckshit ending

So yea

Realli am disgusted with you

You lied to me for months

Saying

You were single

Then when I was scoldin her

Coz I thought YOU were the person

in the relationship who was suffering

You HAD to confess like

WTH

Is THIS yr version of best frens?

Seriously

I KNOW you hide things from me

But realli acting like you did nth wrong is

DISGUSTING

And you can actually ask me

wat does promise mean to you?

It means alot

and you go

I thought you promised not to lie to me?

FCK

WTH!?

You realli are NUTS

You started the lying thing

I didnt tell you bout J.V and I coz I didnt wanna hurt you

Plus I think its fair since you lied to me for months

J.V and I didnt even last TAT long

realli

Wth

I am disgusted

Where has my best fren gone?!

You arent the same

We NVR had a link

realli

It was imagination

And a hell load of crap

So yea

I dunno how to tell you things anymore

I am jus so pissed with you

Leadin tat girl blindly

Realli

wat

heart

made

If you were crushin on someone else you could have told her!

'how to say no?'

Is a STUPID EXCUSE

disgusted

2009-11-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

I feel like crap

Seriously

I do

UGH

Hate tis part like seriously

I so shouldnt have called gam

...

GAHHH

Yes I should forget him

Like hello?!

Tat is so easier said than done

But I have to seriously admit

I do feel tat he is an ass nowadays...

And its jus...

I dunno

I jus feel pissed off

like I wanna BREAK something

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

----------------------------------------------------------------

Today was EXHAUSTING

I totally thank God tat tml is my free day =]

YAY

Goin out with baby and twinneh ♥

Love them loads

need to get myself a new shirt

LOL

And new court shoes

My favourite pair broke at

VICTORIA CONCERT HALL

bloodyyyyyyyy -.-

I keep fallin there T.T

Its like tat place HATES me

WAILLLL!

and MR YONG TOUCHED MY SHOE =D

YAY

Omg cant wait for church tis friday =D

WHEEEEEEEEEE!

xoxo ppl =]

Sammy ♥

2009-11-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

LOL!

PPL!

Jeremy LAU is a BIG BULLY!!! T.T

WAILLL!

GIMME ICE CREAM!!!!!!

But yea he is still AWESOME ♥ =] YAY

See Kitty damn nice lah =P

2009-11-10T14:24:00.002+08:00

OMG I am sick

AGAIN!?

WTH!!!

T.T

My body mega hates me lah

GAHHHHHH

Anyways the holidays have been a hell lot of crap

GAHHHH

Nowadays I begin to slowly realise tat I am very different...

I dunno..

Its jus... Like I am very different

When I was young

I used to fight to sit in the front of the car...

I liked the smell of the air con..

And now..

I seriously jus wanna fade into the back seats...

My childhood innocence all gone...

Now I feel...

So exposed..

And tat scares me...

omg...

I am so different

My hair,My clothes and my phone..

Its all soooo...

Followin the trend...

And somehow I am disgusted with myself for this materialism habit of mine

I wanna be the old me back...

My life is like seriously changed..

Even Nutty and I are driftin...

I hate tis phase of life...

Realli realli hate it...

Wat happened?

No freakin idea..

But one thing good bout the ZL breakup...

I learnt NOT to trust...

Like well I am kinda mingling around alot...

But yea..

Avoid having anymore crushes now...

Shrugs..

My love life seems to come to a pause...

NO..

Its a stop..

Tired...

Love hurts

And when you do fall in love

Its not easy maintaining a relationship

For example when a couple fights

and the girl runs off

There are situations where the guy would chase after her

Only to get stuff like

LEAVE ME ALONE! I need time to think!

Then if he doesnt

She will ask why

Then accuse him of not carin for her more

Its like HELLO?! Wat crap

Another example

When guys say they wanna be left alone

They dun mean it

When girls try to talk to them to cheer them up

They will say stuff like

Go away I realli need some time on my own

If she does

HE goes into an all emo state -.-

retarded...

GAHHH!

=] I shall continue investigating tis crap for the time being =P

WHEEE!

xoxo SAMMY ♥

2009-11-04T11:07:00.002+08:00

Whoots! BLOG REVIVED =DDD

Hahhahas!

the holidays are so NOT holidays in my world

-.-

DAMN!

How da heck did I get into SHINE?!

I only went for one audition

I am in total shock can T.T

Anyways

My bloody W980 died on me

Like WTF

I am soooo gonna sue sony ericson

Lost a couple of contacts!

WAIL!

Stupid phone

Now using my brother's phone

And GAH

I miss the sec 4s loads T.T

WAIL!

Gam korh is workin now o.o

So is Tomato

So yea must see when I am free

Go visit them

WHOOHOO!

Oh love the new blogskin

Since I am so bored

I decided to revive my blog =]

HAHA

Screw the holidays man

OH!

I am gonna read

MANGA!

SPECIAL A! ♥

WHEEEEEEEEE~

I want Takishima!

T.T

Oh uh

Nutty is like totally busy these days =[

SCREW THE O-LEVELS!

So is ZL

Miss them loads lah...

Hmmm might be bloggin later =] YAY

2009-10-12T11:07:00.003+08:00

I AM UBERRRR HAPPYYYY~ =D

I dunno why o.o

jus HAPPY =]]]

And no ppl fan still hasnt replied my sms -.-

ASSHOLE!!! grrrrr-.-

OMG TK IS ATTACHED =oooooooo

NO ONE TOLD ME T.T

2009-10-10T10:34:00.005+08:00

Hey world =D

Realised how long i didnt blog ;x

Oopsie?

hahahha =]

Hmm well nth to realli update abt =[

EXAMS ARE DRIVIN SAMMY FREAKING CRAZY!!!!

LIKE WTF!!!

T.T
Anyways~ I am totally obsessed with church lah =D

Whoots YCYCYC!!!

=DDD

And I am totally glad I am single...

=/ Ok not realli

But yea

I AM STILL NOT OVER HIM :(

And tat sucks...

Big time...

Omg

Hahahas went to church ytd XD

Super funny lah

First went to church go and disturb LESTER =D

A.K.A DUMMY! =D ♥

He rocks lah

Like TOTALLY.

Then met my bro and MUMMY =D [CharMAO ♥]

LOL!

And since DADDY [IsaBAO ♥] was late

As per usual ;D

We went ahead to dinner first

Oh yea I met up with Shane LOL

Super funny and depressin T.T

When standin beside me

LESTER AND SHANE TOTALLY BLOCK MY VIEW LAH!!!

@*)$&$@#*($*@_

T.T I am so SHORT!

But yea Bro,mummy and I headed over to KFC =]]]

HAHA

We totally crapped lah

Bro was being a meanass bout mummy's bro ;x

But yea the clumsy acts came along

Mummy dropped her spoon and jus as she was abt to ask me for a spoon

I dropped MINE D:

So yea I had to go all the way to the counter to get a spoon

Then we met daddy at church =[

Mummy was threatening to divorce her {him.. Idk o.o}

And DADDY DIDNT CARE D:!

Then we were like discussin which room to go to

bro suggested we ask AHPEE {=D}

And mummy and I were the only ones who had to go ask -.-

PFFT!

And yea AHPEE said St.Michael's room was open

And asked me to lend him a dollar

LOL!

At first said he wanted change for $10

I was like D: I dun have AHPEE!

But yea I have a dollar coin :D!

HAHAHHA So we the crazy family♥ {excludin E} went to

St MICHAELS =D

DAMN HAPPY LAH!!

I saw XAVIER{♥} & JUSTIN{♥} =DDD

But Xavier was being a meanass =[[[

Mummy Divorced Daddy D:

LOL! Then came Dwayne D:

Another meanass!!!

LOL!

Arthur was with the meanass crowd ytd -.-
Grrr

But yea Xavier and Justin left after awhile

And JUSTIN WASTED 2 PIECES OF PAPER D:

Its called SAVE THE TREES MAN!!

Then he cruched the paper and tossed it at Dwayne

And Dwayne threw at me T.T

BOO!!

LOL!

Then we crapped alot

This bloody irritating guys keep pesterin my parents D:!!!

Then Mummy was like

Can we get married again?

LOL!!! XDDDD

We didnt exactly study ;x

Daddy had to leave first

Then we went over to Macs...

I thought I saw Fan...

But yea when we went in he wasnt there...

BOOO~

Stupid Dwayne -.-

GAHHH!

Then Dwayne walked us to the bus stop

LOL!

Smsed Bryan{IDOL♥} on the bus coz i was uber bored D:

But yea he replied me like when I reached home XD

So we were like smsin alot

and there was a FREAKIN FLYIN THINGY

Which is so NOT a housefly

I was practically runnin around avoidin it.

LOL! =D

CAT CLASS TODAY=HAPPY SAMMY !♥

I HEART CHURCH ♥~

And omg stupid fan still wont reply sms -.-

BAKA!!! T.T

SMILE:D PPL! xoxo Defeated Love Fairy

a.k.a SAMMY =] ♥

2009-09-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hello world =DD

Champions day was LOL

Awesome MCs man XD

They read like 53 names wrongly at least? =x

Awesome

LOL

I was damn dumb on stage lah XD

OOH

Zl and Gam looked DAMN HOT IN UNIFORM!!!

I took pictures =x

HAHA

Right

update on my life

I am so fallin again -.-

Literally AND figuratively

Yay Sammy LOL

But yea John Fan is an ASS =DDD

Sammy is a GIRL'S NAME!!!!!

Grr

I am gonna bite ppl tis friday -.-

ZZZ

2009-09-12T11:25:00.000+08:00

-.-
BLOGGER IS SCREWED UP AGAIN LOL

2009-09-09T09:09:00.002+08:00

DESMOND SIR IS AN ASS!!!!

Wth

early in the mornin wake me up

Just to hear

HIS Samantha Lee's voice -.-

And he keeps hallucinating

Tat I wanna slap his ass

Wtf.

And yea

The fckin habit of cryin myself to sleep

Is happenin again...

Wat in the world...

Nutty smsed me in the mornin

I dun realli think

I'm in the rite state of mind to be ok...

Sigh

Headache

fcked

I hate love

Irony.

2009-09-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

...Stop it..

Pls

Stop it

you're hurtin me more

you're not helpin me

at all

tis feels even worse than Zl's break up

I knew something was wrong

I kept mum

Coz I didnt want a break up

And here you are

Forcin me into breakin up with you...

Pls...

Stop...

You're pushin me into a corner

I'm gonna crash...

Wait

I crashed

I was nvr meant for love anyways

But i didnt expect tis

Amount of hurt

Pain

Like millions of knives slicin through my heart...

How does one my age know anything bout love?

I dunno

I realli dun

ZL left me

And you

The guy who gave me so many promises

filled me up with hope all again

Have to hurt me like tis

It sucks

realli

If you're fckin unhappy with me

TELL ME

wtf

dun come so hard on me all of a sudden

its too much for me to bear

realli

You jus confuse me

so much

-----------------------------------------------------------------------

There is one fact I'm positively sure of

You

and

are the same...

Seriously...

Promise breakers

Heart breakers

How I wish I hadnt met either of you...

How I wish I wasnt such a fckin stupid bitch

To go believe

In both of u...

stop hurtin me..

pls...

2009-08-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

WAIL

HE IS MARRIED

T.T
WTH

I feel so fckin cheated

=[[[[

SAMMY MUST NOT FALL FOR SOMEONE SO FAST

EVER

AGAIN...

I think its better if I lay off love?

Yea

Defeated Love Fairy..

Hahas

Its a curse I guess...

__ and him...

Both gone

Loveless...

Sad

Emo

=[[[

I AM SO FCKIN STUPID

I MUST STOP LIKIN PPL

REALLI

STOP

SLAP ME IF I CRUSH ON SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN

Pls...

It hurts...

Alot...

I hate love...

Great now I am ironic??!

LIFE IS SO ROCKIN

Anyone else who demands I get a stead

Will get slapped =]

2009-08-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS STLL SCREWED -.-
Pissed off Sammy
UGH
Anyways
today
wasnt
tat
awesome?
Wtf
Jus sian...Clumsy
Unlucky
Heartbrokened?
I dunno?
But yea
I feel LIKE CRAP?
Choir went crazy again
=x
All my fault
Louis STOP PISSIN ME OFF?
WTH
I DUN WANNA TOUCH YOU
Kinda not interested in dudes SHORTER than me
=]
Sorry
LOL
And yea
You should learn to add
The word
RESPECT in the damn dictionary of yours?
Yea
I am a SENIOR
A realli hyper and happy one
If you have issues against that
Then leave choir? =]
You have been more involved with yr badminton anyway?
So yea
Isaac was totally rite
YOU ARE DAMN RUDE
and to the sec 1s of choir
JIA YOU =D
I know Mr.Yong is damn demandin =x
I survived my first year ^^v
You guys can too!
JIA YOU♥
Sammy Loves you ALL...
Most of you guys anyways =x
---------------------------------------------------------------------
I MUST STOP BOOSTING JEROME'S EGO -.-

2009-08-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD =DDD

Sammy is HAPPY today

Even though some asshole pissed her off BAD

-.-

Yea its YOU

wtf

Drama ass

But yea Mummy already scared him

And so did JL

LOL

LOVE THEM =D

Early in the mornin ask ppl for stead

-.-

Immediately ask Jerome{=]}

and

Nutty {...}

For help D:

LOL

And yea their advice were...=x?

LOL

But yea he got off my back -.-

for awhile

Then come and kp -.-

Wth

EVEN STALK ME ALL THE WAY HOME

Thank god mummy rushed down

And for all the drama OBVIOUSLY

JL had to come see -.-

BAKA

And yea asshole begin shoutin at my mum

VULGARITIES SOMEMORE

And yea I got pissed off

-.-

Effed up

So yea threw my bag on the ground

And punched him...HARD

Yea my hand still hurts a lil DDD:

But no more swelling

So yea I let loose

A string of vulgarities I nvr thought I was capable of

O.o

Freaky

And yea jus reached home

Went to Changi Airport

Terminal 3

LOL

Ate jap food =D

Smsed Jerome {=]]]}

And Plato{...}

Then fell out with Plato

Its realli stupid realli

Wth

He had to go into the

Heck care mode when I told him

I was crushin on someone

Tat added to his lie

Pissed me off

Realli

-.-

Dunno how to communicate with you anymore

But yea

I am jus sorry I lost my Jacob.

I miss nutty.

But yea I am still happy

Since he smsed me the whole day =DDD

I LOVE YOU GOD ♥

LOL

2009-08-10T11:37:00.001+08:00

HELLO AND GOOD MORNIN SINGAPORE =]]

LOL

Wake up first thing

Hang clothes

Then

Sms =]

LOL

only Jerome replied

And...

He stopped replyin

LOL

Heck tat

Came online

NUTTY was online =]

Crapped abt whose life was more screwed

Then he went off for tution leavin kitty all by myself~~

Dun wanna be

ALL BY MYSELFFFFFFFFFF

But bobian his tuition is important

LOL

Then spoke to Trilene

Poor girl might have H1N1

LOL she says she might have caught it frm

Jo/Kh

Regardless, My condolences

o.o

I make it sound like she is dyin

LOL

NO SHE ISNT

Then I told her abt gettin rejected by a awesome guy ytd T.T
Yea

I finally asked someone for stead

After __

...

and I get rejected

HELLO WORLD -.-

LOL

But yea

Tat made me realise

I STILL MISS HIM D:

NO NO NO
And cried

AGAIN

WAIL T.T
IMY =[

Hate myself

And yea

I scared WeiJie

LOL

Coz I go super duper crazy

When I miss __

So yea

I realli talk and crap alot with him

TAT ASSHOLE WONT TELL ME
WHERE HE IS SEEIN __ TODAY =[

I wanna see him...

Sigh Screwed up Sammy =[

Oh yea

I created a facebook account

YA ALL HAPPY NOW? -.-

LOL

Oh and yea I realised

ALOT ALOT OF PPL

KNOW JERRON O.O

I have connections with a CELEBRITY =D

LOL

Shall bug him later when he comes online^^v

SMILE:D PPL!

2009-08-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

I AM HAPPY =D

Went to punggol park♥

Love tat place can

Hahas

Then at first went there at say..7.55?

Then played with The Cat ♥

Adorable >.<

LOL

And yea went to the playground

Alot of ppl havin bbq today wor o.o

And yea this grp damn crazy de

They were throwin cake at each other

Then one guy ran to me and ask

Do you wanna eat cake?=D

I was like

Uh no thx =]

LOL

Then they play for awhile and ran to dunno where

So yea

I sat there for quite some time waitin for

Jerome {=]}

LOL

He is damn nice can =]]]]

The manly one

LOL

Went out with him ytd as well =D

HAHA

And a grp of bikers appeared

.__.

Scary ppl

And guess wat

They know Jerome AND JERRON =DDD

LOL

Who doesnt -.-

Jerron is heck famous

Anyways

Yea he hanged out with his frens

And I was watchin them play

@,@ HE DAMN MAN LAH

wth

I am insane =}

LOVE IT♥

And yea his frens smoke .__.

I was kinda worried he would take the cigerette

But HE DIDN'T

Isnt he awesome?

Yes

LOL

so yea

After that I walked with him home

And on my way home

FREAKIN FELL DOWN =.=

Stupid cat

It was crossin the road

And there was a car drivin towards it

I ran and grab it

And when we crossed the damn road

It attempted to scratch me and jumped off my arms

Sammy tried to avoid

Lean back

And she was on the floor

I AM BLEEDIN

DAMN CAT -.-

But overall today was awesome

Emphasisin that JEROME TAN IS MAN =D

SMILE:D PPL!

2009-08-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

YAY

FINALLY

LOLs

Nutty has an asshole for a fren -.-

Anti cutie piece of shit

Tmd

CURSE YOU GET CHOKE ON GUMMIES

Hmph

met up with Jerome today ;D

It was awesome

at first damn awkward >.<

I was talkin to a cat -.-

Yea

Insanity

LOL

And yea he was cycling

OMG

IS
LIKE

DAMN

MAN

@.@

Dunno why i feel tat way

But yea

GIRLS HE IS A GOOD CATCH =DD

Wth am I doin? o.o

Rite ADVERTISING =D

LOLs

anyways

Sammy misses Valentine =[

HE IS ATTACHED =DDD

Yes ppl start interrogatin^^

And update me~

HAHAs

Street dancin

Died on me

LOLS

Havent dance for some time o.o

Miss my dancing

UGH

But yea Jerome is cool =D

He cycles ^^

LOL

We were walkin around punggol park crappin =]]]

HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!♥

Loves~♥=]

2009-08-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SO FCKED UP

WATS UP WITH THE WEBSITES NOT RENEWIN THEIR LICENSE??

UGH

Anyways =]

I have been good...

I guess XD

2009-07-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hey ya all =]

...

I am confused

Saw the rose he made he for me 15 april..

there was our so called birthday fate thing

Written on it...

*Shrugs*

Its became easier to talk abt how we broke up..

Though I have to admit =]

Its nice talkin to him sometimes when he is in a good mood

Hahas

tis week his mood was nice ^^

So YAY =D

I love it when things between us arent complicated^^

HAHAs

Plato bought me GUMMIES on monday

=DDD

WHOOTS

LOL

Met Valentine ytd x}

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I am satisfied...

But I small part of me still lingers

For you...

Sorry

I might remain like this forever...

I still love you.

2009-07-20T19:35:00.003+08:00

Sigh...

I cant continue like tis...

Fck the person who created self denial

Wtf

I am not fckin over __

NO NO NO

My life has officially went down the drain...

Cant you see how much I fckin need you?

UGH

WHY WHY WHY

Wtf

I am goin hysteria

I cant even look at my diary anymore...

It hurts...

Whoever said letting go was easy?

Someone help me

I am so afraid

I cant let another guy come into my life

Help me get over another guy

Then fckin abandons me like wat YOU did

I am stayin away frm guys...

I am so fckin tired

I cannot fall in love anymore

...

another day has gone

I am still all alone

How could tis be

You are not here with me

You left without goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I think and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ears and say

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though yyou are far away

I am here to stay

You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we are far apart

You are always in my heart

You are not alone

2009-07-20T19:17:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE CRAP

UGH

And I thought I was the heartbreaker

Pfft -.-

WTF IS UP WITH BLOGGER

RENEW THE LICENSE LEH!!!!

Gah...

Mixture of fcked up emotions

Where do I go frm here?

AND OMG

SORRY NUTTY =[

I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY

I will buy you GUMMIES TO MAKE UP YEA??

SORRY

UGH

Screwed up Sammy

Tired..

Realli

Where are the ppl who I seriously need to be with me rite now?

Wait...I remember

You guys left

Both of you...

At the same time

...

Alone again I guess...

Who the fck gives a shit?

Hate my life

Love is realli stupid

It hurts

So much...

2009-07-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

Yo babes!~

Yes guys I am freakin sexist =]

HAHAS

Anyways

LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD
=]

I think I am currently over YOU

After speakin to you jus now

Realised that the spark wasnt there anymore

>.<

I dunno why

But yea

I know you are gonna be pretty glad

HAHA

But tis isnt OVER dude

You still owe me LOADS of stuff^^

And yea feelin isnt confirmed :S

Gah cant inform him

Since his phone confiscated

He says its my fault -.-

PFFT

I havent smsed you in ages dude

You yrself must have flirt with some other chicks

And got yrself in this load of shit ;D

Whoots

Smsed JOHN VALENTINE

Heck missin the dude truckloads

And yea I have faith in Nutty tat he did well

In his oral

Truckloads of faith for the vampire NUT^^

Hahas

Anyways

Goodbye Micheal Jackson T.T

I WILL ALWAYS

ALWAYS

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

YOU!~~~~

Gah cant believe he died

Grrr

And heck sorry I havent been bloggin much >.<

Stupid comp has issues

uh...Doctor is scoldin me for no damn reason

Like bitcch I have been EATING

-.-

LOTS

I think I grew fatter T.T

Someone jus shoot me

And yea

Geog today was fun

Thx to Jo,Ai and Honey =]

HAHA

And yea I hope Mrs Yeap feels better =[

And Ugh

Someone frm the sec 1 NCC is beginnin to piss me off

ALOT

Mothereffedupkid

Who da heck are you to call me bitch?

Shall see want I can do to get back at that loser.

You are dead you bastard.

Anyways CHOIR HAS BEEN FUN

At least for me.

CHOIR PEEPS

HYPER UP!!! =D

Its AWESOME to be happy

Even though Sammy hasnt realli been happy for the past 2 months plus

I AM BACK

So you guys better put tat smile on yr face

and

LETS GET CRAZY TOGETHER =D

OLE

And I am in LOVE

CHAD BROSKEY!!!

MARRY ME!!!

@.@

SMILE:D PPL!!

2009-06-21T23:20:00.003+08:00

OMG I LOOK HORRID =[

Tag with yr opinions

Its my cousin there^^

Aint she pretty?

2009-06-21T12:23:00.002+08:00

I miss you..

I dunno why..
Why is it I cant hate you after all you have done

Can someone jus shoot me

I keep cryin and cryin

I cant take it

Help me.

Pls

I want to leave you alone

But I jus fckin cant

Wtf have you done to the old me

Who nvr took relationship seriously

And managed to forget a guy in a snap of a finger

Sigh..

For the first time in my life

I thought I found the one...

Fck tat thought

I hate myself for lovin you

I hate myself for missin you

I hate myself feeling fckin happy jus rereadin yr smses

I hate myself for being so afraid to die jus coz of you

I hate myself for dreamin of you

I hate myself for seeing happy couples and immediately thinkin of you

I hate myself for cryin each time I think of you

I hate myself for being so fckin happy to feel yr concern for me

I hate myself for fallin out with ppl jus coz that talk abt you

I hate myself for defendin you when my mum curses

I hate myself for slashin myself coz of you

I hate myself for being so cheap

I hate myself for not knowin how to keep you

I hate myself for being so motherfckin stupid

I hate myself for keepin 4 of yr picts

I hate myself for composin songs of our breakup

I hate myself for smsin any fckin random guy jus to get some companionship

I hate myself for not even tryin

I hate myself for preventin Gam to delete the sms

I hate myself for tellin every single person 'I still love my ex'

I hate myself for tryin to get another bf

I hate myself for not even havin the courage to type yr name anymore

I hate myself for caring whether you hated me

I hate myself for cryin like crazy when I found out

I hate myself for walkin pass yr class to see you

I hate myself for callin you

I hate myself for smsin you

I hate myself for bloggin abt you

BUT I CANT FCKIN HELP IT

I LOVE YOU SO FCKIN MUCH

I realli wish I could rewind back to homecomin day

I wish I nvr fckin asked you for yr name

I wish I nvr asked Gam for yr number

I wish I wasnt tat happy when you smsed me

I wish I rejected you when you asked me to stead

I wish I didnt wait for you to walk me home tat day

I wish I nvr held yr hand

I wish I nvr kissed you

I wish I nvr introduced you as my bf

I wish I nvr met you

I wish I still loved Gam

But fck I DIDNT

I had to be a fckin idiot and fall in love with you

You who nvr took me seriously

You who made me smile with a glow

You who made me fall in love

Fck

I realli hate myself

Wat happened to Sammy?

2009-06-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

YO PPL =D
I am back~~
Whoots
LOL
Haha
CAMP WAS AWESOME~~
Day one
First thing in the mornin wake up
Cry
Sms Xavier
LOL
Then I left my bed
My HANDPHONE
My comp
And probably my world
AT HOME
WAIL
Then reach school first thing
Shawn Hoo ask me
Did you bring thermometer?
I was like
WTH????! NO?
Then he was like
Shit I didnt inform you
UGH
Wat a ass!
Ugh but he made it up by lendin me his =P
I bully LOL
Anyway
Day 1 was sian
Coz I was emo
And thinkin of __
So yea
Didnt have fun
Hahas

When we were in school

I noticed tat the male instructors

Uh...Only a few decent looking ones

Aint gonna name them^^

HAHA

Then I completely made a impression can

-.-

I saw HOT VOLLEYBALLERS

And completely shouted and point

OMG SO HOT!!!

Immediately ppl turned =x

Paiseh x.x

Then Hilda [grp 1 instructor] was like

I see flowers growin around you

LOL

She damn cute can =]

Hahas

Then I dunno why

I suddenly went into crazy-giggle-mode

x.x I kept giggling at Chief Kent

LOL

And when our instructor told us his name

Randall and I went crazy

LOL

ZIAD/SYED

Then we were like

Walao -.- so hard to remember

Then we went

Lets call him Mohamad

LOL

At the camp

Everyone was in

Fck-I-wanna-go-home state of mind

Includin yrs truly

LOL

My group was on duty for lunch

And there and then

I met the guy who redefines

IRRITATION -.-

Say hello to Instructor BENJAMIN

UGH

Actually debated with him there and then

Bloody idiot

LOL

And well we were buggin each other

For the rest of the camp

Bitcch -.-

Ugh anyway we went for belayin school

After lunch

O.O BELAYIN IS FUN =D

Ole

Except for the fact my shoe BROKE

And Ben was being a ass

Sayin DAMN loud

HAHA SHOE BREAK

Strong urge to slap

But decided to remain positive

LOLs was dancin

Nobody the whole time at camp =x

LOL

The damn night contact shit

WAS CRAZY

Lol I could here ppl shoutin and cursin

Haha =]

Scrapped my knees quite abit though =[

Hahas

For supper we had marblecake

And MILO

Second day

Woke up like 5 fckin times

-.-

Goddamn dogs

And stupid ppl who were openin

And closing the metal gates

Like )*&%%#%&*#%& SHUDDAP

UGH

Thank god my jacket had Gam's smell

Missed him and Valentine loads.

And obviously __

Emo~

To make it worst

We had to kayak

IN SHOES

Wow hello brainiacs -.-

And yea

I saw doggies =]

KAWAII

LOL

Then we went absailin

I LOVE MR RODRIGUES

And MRS BELINDA GOH

Hahas

I was SLIDIN down can -.-

HAHA

Embarassment =x

But hell yea it was fun

And nxt we went to thw Low elements

HAHA

I cheated =x

And Ziad was blur~

Oopsie?

Hahas I completely bruised myself

At the low wall crap

Confirm cannot give birth le T.T

SHIT

But well I dun intend to =]

Then we went to this damn swinging thingy

I ALMOST FELL DOWN

And my lovable grp started singin

Nobody

LOL!!!

And I managed =]

Then the nxt one was the tyre removin one

o.o

FITRI ROCKS MY WORLD

LOL

Day 3

I began to love it =[

Did high elements

I rock climbed o.o

Almost died

LOL

But I survived =]

Then I danced on the challenge pole

LOL

JingYi was wombly~

Marcus was a AEROPLANE~~

Mr. Singh said it ^^v
LOL

My grp was the most HYPER grp

durin the camp fire =D

WHOOTS

Hahas

CRANK TAT!!!

day 4

We cleaned to toilet =D

Its damn fun can

LOL

Couldnt wait to reach home to sms

But when I was home...

I completely fainted.

I dunno why

ugh

Headache

But yea

I didnt text him...

Coz I knew he wouldnt reply...

Sigh

Romeo save me

I want you to feel my love

I keep waitin

But my heart is fadin fast

Could this be the end

I realli want you back

Dun leave me alone in this pile of mess...

I KNOW WHO IS VALENTINE'S CRUSH =D

2009-06-13T00:23:00.003+08:00

Cat class outing was the BOMB

Lols

In the mornin at 11 plus

Received a call frm Nutty

Asking me whether I can meet him

At hougang mall to choose water bottle

-.- I was doin HOUSEWORK

So I told him

Cant =/

Then he was like

Ok....

Then we talked on the phone while

I swept the floor

UGH

I DROPPED MY PHONE COZ OF HIM =.=

Gah felt like killin him

Then nvm

When I hung up

After 5 mins the dude called again

And he asked me wat time I was goin out

I said

12?

Then he was like

Ok I meet you at 12

I was like

[in blur state]Uh ok?

Then he called 30secs later

Make it 11.50 ok?

I was like

CANNOT LAH.I try

Mr.Nut was like

Dun TRY, you MUST

Wtf rite?

I flew to hougang mall can -.-

Ugh

Jus to buy one damn BOTTLE

And Nutty got asked to take a photo

LOL

He showed it to me the moment he saw me

I LOL-ed on the spot lah >.<

Hahas =]

Then we went to Macs

He got a upsized value meal

FOR FREE

-.-

Wth curse the Macdonald staff

LOL

And yea Valentine met us there =]

LOL

Then we went to

The Cathay

LOL

Nutty freaked a girl out on the MRT >.<

Then he pangseh us =[

GAH

Then met Clavin at Plaza Sing

LOL

Both of us were ready to kill the annoyin

Emmanuel noel

-.-

Then we bullied E >.<

He brought his 'father' along o.o

Freak rite?

Yea

HAHAs

Then the beauty queen Justina Sun arrived =] ♥

Hahas then we went to get the tickets

LOL

We were debatin at the tickets booth lah

Hahas

Stupid Emmanuel eventually got owned =]

Yay

Hahas then after the tickets

We went to have lunch

Hahas

I asked Emmanuel to clear the table

Then they couldnt find a dustbin

So Darren said

Jus throw into the pond lah

HAHA

I treat Justina to B&J

Coz I loved her so much

Hahas

We gossiped lah

Hahas

I was a freak show can

Durin the movie

I kept laughin

And everyone else started laughin

I dunno whether it was with me or at me o.o

Ah wells

Heres a whooper

Emmanuel is a freaking coward can

LOL he actually hid durin the scary scenes

While I was LAUGHIN

HAHA

Loser lah

Then he whacked the popcorn box till it was in darn bad shape o.o

Hahas

And Justina and Emmanuel were both like cowerin

LOL

I was laughin and laughin

And uh

Justina and I were completely

Teasin E abt his future girlfren

Being unable to find consolation frm him

In a ghost show

Haha

After the movie

We went to meet Justina =]

Hahas

We got stuck in the Mrt

And I was damn stupid lah

The operator said

Slight delay

Then I was like

O.O Slight delay in technical language means 3 hours

The moment I said tat the Mrt started movin

-.-

Fine 3 seconds

LOL

Then we went to TP KFC

Valentine treat me to dinner =D

Whoots arigato^^

Hahas

Then Justina came

I immediately told her

How brave E was in the movie

Hahas

Then we crapped abit

And went home~

Hahas

Valentine and E walked me to the interchange

Thank you =]

And I called Gam Korh

Hahas

He is goin to malaysia nxt week

T.T Miss him already

Oh yea

Drag me to hell was nice

Except for the dumbass ending

Grrr..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I miss you...

2009-06-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

Boo ppl!!

Changed my blogskin >.<

Hahas =]

Anyways

Tomorrow is the cat class outing^^

YAY

Valentine is goin~=D

He is bringin me a sweater >.<

Hahas

But yea

Pray tat more than 5 ppl will be goin =[

I still miss HIM

Ugh -.-

I keep cryin for nothing these days

Gah

Headache =[

And gastrics..

I MUST GO TOMORROW!!!

*Flames of determination*

2009-06-09T17:10:00.003+08:00

I WANT YOU BACK =[

UGH

I miss you eng zheng lin

Wtf

You jus left me w/o a word

How could you

After all the plans and promises

Why why why

I wish i could hate you...

But I cant

I hate myself for lovin you.

WHY DID YOU BREAK UP WITH ME??

Tat reason you gave me is damn stupid ok!

Wtf

I keep thinkin of you

I try not to contact you

Then you ask me whether I am ignorin you

Wtf

You should noe I will nvr ignore yr sms

I will reply yr sms even if I were drownin!!

Wat exactly do you want frm me?

I do not know

Wtf are you thinkin

Wtf you want

WHY WHY WHY.

Can someone jus give me a answer?...

Pls...

I am beggin you

2009-06-09T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl!!Hahas

Ytd was awesome lahs

LOLs

Went out w/John Valentine

And the Nutty Vampire =]

It was damn crazily fun lahs =]

Hahas we crapped abit

At first I met Valentine at hougang mall

We went to the library

And he forced me to eat luch

[sob sobs]

LOL

Then we were sittin under the air con and damn cold lahs

x] I was the baka who chose the seat

Hahas

Then we were damn bored at hougang mall

So we went to AMK hub

Supposed to meet Jan de

-.- Dunno wth happened

And seriously dun wanna noe

She was w/her frens so I heck lah

Then we met up with the nutty vampire

Walao

Damn stupid can

We went to the fairprice and bought drinks

I bought something tat wasnt cold

$1.10

John bought something COLD and guess wat

It only cost $0.95

Wtf

Then we walk around

And I went to Mini Toons to buy lollipop

LOL

Nutty then brought us to the damn bloody library

Wanted to call Zl and ask him to be the one bringin us...

But =[ I couldnt summon up the guts...

Anyways I had loads of fun lahs

And was supposed to get cotton candy de =[

But in the end too rush

AND WTH

I SAW SJW W/EIVINA YTD

Bloody )^#$%&#)

Curse tat ass lah -.-

Ugh.

Anyways thank you

Nutty

For drivin me nuts ytd

And being the tourguide >.<

And John

For accompanyin me hahas

I MISS JOHN LAHS

2009-06-08T08:23:00.004+08:00

GOOD MORNIN SINGAPORE =D

Anyways

Here to give detailed report abt con 2 camp =]

Hee

At first on saturday mornin

I woke up with a heavy heart

and was reciting in my head

'I am so not gonna survive tis thing'

UGH

And yea I left the house at 6.45 dammit

I woke up at 5.30

And was worried I wouldnt be able to wake up

So yea I didnt go back to sleep.

Anyways, I freaking missed a bus the moment

I reached the damn bus stop -.-

Yay wat a great start

Then when a bus finally came

Ppl looked at me as though thinking

'O.o A teen runaway frm home'

WTH damn uncomfy can

And all the darn seats were taken

So I stood at a side lookin like a retard -.-

Double yay.

Ugh and I was actually aiming for a seat lah

Then when the guy finally stood up

Bloody (*&$^#%^#*(%&

Another woman jus sit down

Wtf

Damn wat lah she

Pretend nvr see me -.-

Ugh I was thinkin at tat time

Life so sucks rite now -.-

Ah but finally tat woman left

LOL

I rushed for the seat lah.

Then met up with the other 2 fellow runaways

ISABELLE DOLOR WAS LATE =D

LOL tat girl missed her bus!!!

Yea babe feel guilty ><

So yea Charmaine was threatening to leave her

If she doesnt appear in 5 mins

And she was beggin us LOL

But yea she managed to make it =]

Hahas

Then we went to RC

The boys were already there

Harrison came o.o

Moment of amazement lahs

And yea Arthur and Shaun were crazy x]

Hahas then we went into the

Assembly spot

Before tat had to actually take temp.

The dude freaked me out

By starin at me and goin

37.o and I was in a state of

'So?

I pass rite? o.o'

Then he smiled

I took it as a yes

Wth I freaked out thinkin tat 37.o is a fail -.-

Stupidity spreads

LOLs

Then I met Bryan Cheong

Hell

Tat

guy

freaks

out

MAJORLY

his accent is damn weird can!!

And its his natural accent

I was in a state of

'Dude do me a favour and STOP talkin'

And he goes on and on none stop -.-

And yea

I was in the same group as

Benardette

Joycelyn

Michelle Lim

Jeremiah

Emmuel [not my god bro]

Calvin.

And our facils were supposed to be

Steph

Brian Cheong [the irritating -.-]

And XAVIER

But yea tat ass whose name is in bold

Had a fever and pangseh his group T.T

So yea

Thankin God for Steph =D

She is the bomb!

She is damn cool lah ♥

And yea we had to play ice-breakers

There was tis stupid chicken scissors paper stone like game

Where the loser had to do forfeit -.-

Bloody (&^$#)$#%

Tat Brian Cheong grabbed the damn mic

And announced my name through the darn system

Saying

'Can Samantha pls come up since she lost'

Firstly, I DID NOT EVEN LOSE!

Secondly, even if I did lose [which in tis case I did NOT]

You dun have to tell the WHOLE con2 do you!!

T.T

And I was made to spell

'Let go let God'

WITH MY BUTT

Ugh. Steph was shoutin

'Go drama!!=D'

Yea Jacob told them I was a Drama Queen

So throughout the whole camp

I was called

Drama/Drama mama

LOLs

But I was cool w/it =] Sammy the easy going

And yea when we reached CHIJ

I threw my sleepin bag at Brian

Coz he was crapping

And yea T.T

They took away my baby~

-.- as in my HANDPHONE

Wail wail~

Goodbye to my smsin buddies

Music

and basically MY WORLD T.T

But yea I survived =D

And uh during the games

I went insane lahs

>.<

Esp. at the one with the chairs and the scissors paper stone game [Wats up w/tis game -.-]

And tat was where I met John Valentine

Well officially anyway >.<

We talked earlier on while I was bullying my god bro Emmanuel =]

He is damn nice lah!

LOLs as in John NOT Emmanuel

Anyways,John managed to catch my name when I

Was goin crazy and screamin when ppl lost the darn game

LOL I was hyper =]

Oh have I mentioned that I was the only one who chose to sit on the chairs

Which had water on them

And got my ass wet^^

The rest of the grp no fun de

LOL all sit at the edge

But yea our group won lah

And John promised to gimme his number =D

So yea when we went to the nxt game

I realised I had somehow cut my toe o.o

And I was bleeding

LOLs

Steph and Janna freaked out lah

And the Sanitiser dude,Justin

Was thinkin bout sprayin sanitiser on my toe

I freaking screamed lahs

LOLs

And yea I ran =] Hahas

So yea my toe was ok lah after tat =]

Hahas havent told Gam tat part yet

The dude will go into naggy mode...Again

LOL and yea the rest of the games were cool

LOLs Calvin allowed me to wipe dirt on his shirt ><

Thank you =]

Not like you would see this but well jus being nice =]

LOL and yea I noticed John walkin out of the school

o.o I thought he was leavin can T.T

But yea Jacob told me he was comin back so yea =]

Then we went to bathe

LOL

Isa lent me her comb =D

And I told her bout Valentine

hahas

And yea we slacked a little bit

Then came dinner

LOLs

Both Janna and Justin asked me whether my toe was ok

>.<

And yea wth Brian was talkin..AGAIN

Ugh

But yea he redeemed himself

By givin me Gummy bears =]

haha

Then we had praise and worship session

John came back =D

And Albian and Sammuel FINALLY arrived =]

LOLs

Eric was damn cute when he danced lah Went wild and crazy w/Jacob

LOLs

He was awesome =D

His hair damn long lah

And yea I was talkin to John durin supper

Emmuel was stupid enough to not stir his milo

LOLS

Tat dummy

Have a mentioned tat both Isa and I were bullyin him

And conficatin his jacket and vest the whole day >.<

It was darn fun~

Hahas

And tat ass told me John Valentine was attached -.-

Like wth lah

Then I asked John myself

He said NO

I am gonna kill tat asshole

Emmnuel tis friday

Ugh.

And yea the nxt mornin

Xavier came

LOLs

Steph said tat he purposely brought kit kat to suck up to us >.<

I SO AGREE LAH =D

Lols he is like married to John on facebook

They looked damn gay!

LOL =]

But well overall Xavier was nice

Except for the damn fact

HE KEPT ANNOUNCIN MY NAME FOR FORFEIT

Tat ass

And he told John stuff as well

Ugh shall kill him tis friday

YES CAT CLASS OUTING THIS FRIDAY

Whoots

And yea during PT

I was dancin with John lah

He was tarzan and I was jane

LOL damn fun =]

But yea the day came to an end realli fast =[

But YAY I GOT MY BABY BACK!!♥♥

And I got John's number =]

Xavier was jealous =P

Booyeah!

Hahas

Anyways THANK YOU ALL

for making the camp so awesome!

Hahas

And special thx to John for helpin me warm my hands all the time =]

You rock! =D

SMILE:D PPL!!! I am Defeated Love Fairy

The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-06-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

Boo ppl
DLF is backk frm Con2 CAMP =D
And yea hell it was fun =D
Whoots
So much to say so lil time
To Jan laopo =[
I AM SORRY
Wail dun be pissed T.T
I wasnt allowed to go out lahs
If not I would have called you =[[[
SORRY~~
Love you lots ♥♥♥
And hate to tell you tis but
I will be away at camp for our anniversary >.<
Another sorry
Shall try to meet you tis saturday huh?
Love you girl! Rock on♥

2009-06-05T13:36:00.002+08:00

UGH!!
I AM DAMN BORED
Gah!!!!
I love ZL
=[
Baby come back to me..

2009-06-05T11:09:00.002+08:00

Gah I am so freaking bored~~
Someone jus take a gun and shoot a bullet into my head already
I MISS ALL MY FRENS
=[ Esp him
But Still
GAHHHHH
Hate the holidays
-.-
I wanna see him~~
=[
Anyways like wat Nutty has suggested
I am not gonna contact him
And let him cool off a little bit
...
Aint easy buddy
Wail...
Anyways, I AM GONNA BE DOIN A SOLO PART
For the 'All for one' dance
Omg. But yea its pretty easy =]
Hahas
Somehow I hope he gets to see it...=[
But I doubt that would ever happen so yea...
Losing that thought~~@.@
hahas...
Anyone interested in goin out?
DLF is bored =[
Hahas I MISS TAO
Wth she isnt online T.T
Usually during the holidays
We would crap alot...
TAN TAO HUAY
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU???
Gah...
Shall blog later =P
If I can that is >.<

2009-06-04T18:38:00.003+08:00

Hahas

Choir is super fun =]

Hahas

I was hyper

But need more soul

Anyone knows where to buy that?

LOL

And yea saw ZL today =]♥

Yes I still super love him

Hahas I dare to type here

Coz I know he confirm wont come my blog de^^

Like why should he?

Also no relation liao

Anyways,I walked with Him and his frens to the busstop

and yea

His bus came pretty fast =/

So yea

Went to the bench near school

And thought of how I used to wait for him...

And yea we broke up for one month plus le..

27 april 2009...the day my world came crumbling down

And my heart broke into a million pieces...

Sigh...Lols

On 27 may I actually went to the bus stop we used to go

And cried till 3 bus 74s passed by...

Hahas something I used to do for 2 whole weeks

After we broke...

The break up was realli damn sudden...

On the same day we still walked home together..

Holding hands...

And he was shouting he loved me outside montfort...

Then 3 hours later...

The sms came...

Didnt give a full recount in the past coz I was rushin for time

At my auntie's house...

So yea...

Hahas the first two weeks of break up..

I was crying like all the time in school..

All the time when I was walkin home...

uh and yea crying myself to sleep lahs...

then he told me he liked her...

then now he tells me he not ready for a steady relationship...

ENG ZHENG LIN

WTH DID YOU BREAK UP WITH ME FOR?

Haix... I miss Ah B..

Not ZL...

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

There is this special guy

Who is always in my mind

No matter how hard I try

I jus cant get him out

Can someone jus send me a sign..

When will the pain in my heart go away?

Coz its drivin me crazy thinkin abt him

My eyes are swollen frm my cryin

But somehow he jus doesnt seem to care

I know there are other guys out there

But he is one in a million

He is dear to me

And I would give my everything to jus

Get back to the past

And relive those happy days

We used to share...

The days with him were my best

His always there when I'm sad

But now when I'm crying

I'm all alone thinking of him

Wat jus happened to us both?

Where is the 'we' that were in love?

Jus tell me of a way to do

To handle tis break up coz I know

Its not leavin anytime too soon

How does he smile like its ok

Why is he acting like nothing's wrong

Where the guy who used to love me too..

I'll always be waiting for a chance tat

He would finally know

I love him more then

I love my heart...

Jus tell me of a way to do

To handle tis break up coz I know

Its not leaving anytime too soon

How does he smile like its ok

Why is he acting like nothing's wrong

Where is the guy who used to love me too..

And I'll always keep loving him....

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Inspired by the break up...

SMILE:DPPL!!!I am Defeated Love Fairy

The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-06-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

I AM BACKKKKK~~~
=] YAY
I FIXED MY OWN COMP!!!
Whooots~~~
Hyped =]
Hope I didnt miss out much
omg I cant believe I fixed my comp =D
And yea
LOADS OF DRAMA in my life...
Gah...
LOLs
But yea
DEFEATED LOVE FAIRY IS BACK =D

2009-05-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

OMG

I hate the msn crap virus

LOL

Like wth lah

Anyways

I am fine =]

To the assholes who flamed me

I am not despo where da heck did you losers get

Tat info

Watever lah

And uh...

o.o nothin realli happened at all these days

hahas

but stupid bear asked me to update

so i update lor

-.-

lol

And I LOVE MY GODBROTHERS

Mao Zi Yuan

The ass who keeps calling me stubborn

bitcch and little girl. LOL. But yea I love him

coz he gave me advice =]

Gamaliel

MY BESTEST KORH who I love with all

my heart =].

Hahas

so yea..

NOTHIN TO BLOG T.T

SMILE:D PPL!!!I am Defeated Love Fairy

The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-05-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

Whoots ppl =]

LOL

I AM NOT EMO!!!

Realli o.o

Wats up with ppl saying I am emo -.-

Eg. *cough cough* Toylene...

Haha =P

To [.] I realli dunno wat to say

o.o if you are someone who despises me

Coz I wasnt able to keep my boyfriend...

I just want to say that...

Seriously I am not the kinda girl who continuously

Holds on to a guy who doesnt have feelings for me anymore =/

Dunno wat you think bout that

But I think its a waste of time...

And uh I have to admit that I still miss him

But well if you realli love someone =]

You wont force him to accept something he doesnt want...

OMG

I SOUND SO CLICHE!!! O.O

But thats how I feel lah =/..

Okie =]

Uhh I was supposed to meet

A certain bear today -.-

But tio pangseh

Wth -.-

Went to tampines w/Laopo,Twinneh and a certain...

Uh...Loner? ._.

LOLs

Nvr realli study at all though...

Crap o.o

Then I sorta made a new fren...

Ester =]

She is nice^^

LOLS

Met her when Laopo and Twinneh were playing DDR

She is damn chio and nice ><

Hahas

Then I got her number...

Bought my mum a present..

Or Presents X]

And something for EZL..

Feel super guilty coz it aint wat I promised him =[

Sorry~~~

And YES!! :D
HE IS GOING TO BUY ME A BIG BIG BIG TEDDY^^

OLE!!!

Lol

But need to wait some time o.o

But still glad =]

Tuesday is his birthday =]

Supposedly gonna celebrate w/Gam korh ba...

SMILE:D PPL!!! I am Defeated Love Fairy

The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-05-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

Whoots
2oo post =D
oh I got dumped by Ah B
=[
Yea ppl who hate me
rub it in
I noe you guys dun like me
Ah wells
The break up thing was realli realli sudden..
Ah but after meeting him today and finding out the reason
Somehow the pain of losing him was...lessened...
I think its coz I knew..
I couldnt be compared to her
But still
My days w/you were the best days =]
I love you ah B
But my feelings will go away..
SMILE:D PPL!!I am Defeated Love Fairy
The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-04-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

YO PPL!! =]

Hahass

I went to watch 17again today w/Isa

ZAC IS SO HOT

Gosh

Lols

I met my Ah B today ><

Damn happy can

LOLs

We chat abt crazy stuff..

Even though to me it was realli my dream

=[ I hope watever we talked abt would come true

Hahs he met my mum for lke 3 mins today

Dearie sacrificed his time for me T,T

So touched..

I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!

5201314184

Lol

Mr.Zero dun use plastic bags

Use pails =]

Hahas

Mr.Tyler is so friggin hot @.@

HE KNOWS MY NAME =D

And Dearie dun get jealous

I only love you =]

Mr.Tyler is too old for me =]

Today Ah B talked to me bout break up ='[

I almost cried in the bus =[

He suddenly say

Eh but if ever you find another guy who

can make you happy...

I freaked out and asked him to shuddap T_T

AND WHO CAN PROVIDE ME WITH INFO ON SHARON??

SOS

Oh and I cried today coz

My mum scolded me for

Asking Ah B to break when I myself

Is the one who cannot live w/o him

...I have to admit that watever she said was true...

I cannot live w/o my Ah B =[

<333333333333333333333333

I love Ah B forever!!

SMILE:D PPl!!I am Defeated Love Fairy

The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-04-14T09:27:00.002+08:00

Boo ><

Lols

Posting in XM com lab coz Mrs Yeap allow us to do our own stuff ><

Muaha...

Ytd Dearie met my Grandma

Lols

She liked him =]

And well obviously everyone will like him

Tao is currently here with me o.o

Invasion of privacy

And she jus whacked my head T.T

But nvm

Hahas ytd Gam Korh walked home with

Dearie and I

Dearie purposely held on to my hand and called Gam a nuisance

LOL

But we didnt mean it lah.

Hahas

Then we went to the coffeeshop

Uh he was damn scared o.o

But well my bro agreed that he very shuai =]

My bro is a little bit bisexual

LOL

Ytd only wave to Gam Korh

Nvr wave to my Dearie -.-

Idiot lah he

And after that Gam korh went to school

Dearie went home..

He text me when he reached home ><

Using his mum's phone.

Today he like walked me back to class

Then alot of ppl were staring o.o

Fish called Gam Korh extra and got thrash =D

LOL

I am gonna die for my physics test today x.x

SMILE:D Ppl!!! I am Defeated Love Fairy

The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-04-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

Heya^^
Lols
MY COM IS STILL DOWN D:
But well update on my life =]
Homecoming day has actually earned me a boyfriend ><
Yes ppl I AM ATTACHED =D
Hahas
He is frm my school
Sec 402 de =]
Observant NCC and Choir members should know who he is ><
Hahas and and
HE WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED =D
HAHAHAH
I love him lots <33333
And Aloysius o.o
Wat happened?
Wat did I do again
Suddenly come scold me....
Anyways I seriously hope we can be friends
And not enemies for no reason at all...
I am no longer despo wat o.o
I have been attached frm december until march...
To a 19 year old...
We broke le...
But now I am completely attached to a different guy...
So yea...
I hope you dun misunderstand anything...
=] Smile always...
And thx alot Tao for smsin me jus to inform me
Also thank you Laopo and Twinneh =D
Love all of you lots =]
LOLs
And everyone has to agree with me that our EZ-LINKS
Look like crap -.-
WTH
They used my ancient picture can T-T
But well I went to activate my card today
$23 fly~~
And another $1 for my library card
I am damn damn grateful to the librarian can =]
She used her cashcard to help me pay
Then ask me to pay her back...
THANK YOU =D
ok the end of the current updates...
I LOVE MY DEARIE LOTS =]
SMILE:D Ppl!!! I am Defeated Love Fairy
The Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-04-04T21:51:00.003+08:00

LOLs

HOMECOMING DAY ROCKS =D

Loved it

I sprained my ankle though o.o

And I got to play with bubbles

Lols

Juniors said that

Samantha will nvr grow up =P

Wat is wrong with ppl playing with bubbles lah

Dun burst my bubble

Hahas

Mdm Liew and Mr Zainal got DUNKED

Ole

Uh... Saw quite alot of shuai ges

Even knew one of them but he attached le

RuiLin's brother came =D

KAWAII~~

And 2o6's store was kinda a flop

Thank you all those who actually patronised =]

LOLs

I debated with a alumni student today ><

The wind damn strong

And o6's pathetic cardboard sign

Looked realli close to hitting his head

Me: Uh you better stand 3 steps away in case it hits you

Him: What harm can this signboard do -.-

Me: You do know that medical fees cost about 30 times more than the cost of this coffee rite

Him: ok...

{Someone passes him his coffee}

Him: {Stares at coffee w/the look that says "I am gonna puke"}

Me: -.- Its drinkable lah

Him: No its just that yr coffee colour is not realli the same as outside coffee...{puke face}

Me: its ICE COFFEE DUDE its diluted -.-

Pearlyn: {Picks up the 3-in-1 coffee pack} Its certified!

Toylene: Eh you drink see whether ok not

Him: {Looks at drink as though its acid takes deep breath and swallows} Uh..Ok lah

Me: -.- Told you

Toylene: {Panicky} Do you want me to re-make one cup for you?

Me: {Glares at Mr-I-might-be-drinking-acid-and-I-dun-wanna-die}

Him: {Gets the message} No need lah,this is ok =] thx {Chiong go off}

LOL

Yay me

Uh...Supported many stores

Especially drink stores

Went to 4o7's haunted house

=] it was fun

Lols

Saw Yvette ><

Immediately shouted

HI YVETTE =D

Muahas

Today choir had a performance

><>

Dunno how to use eye-brow curler

HAHAs

Nvr open then she put to her eye brows

LOL

Then Sarah tried to help her

She keep going back and back

Hahas

I LOOKED LIKE A IDIOT IN MY COSTUME

Wtf

But Yay we changing costume =]

Disturbed korh the whole day ><

Lols ok...uh

Going to off the comp now =]

Saw both my gods today

ole

SMILE:D PPL!!! I am Defeated Love Fairy

the Bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-03-28T21:51:00.004+08:00

Hey^^

Lols sorry~my com still down >.<

...Tragedy happened in school...

I went for her wake today...

She is a very nice girl

I realli think that it is just so unfair =[...

Haix hope that her parents are ok...

I am realli sorry...

She is a realli nice girl

And I am very very sure that alot of us

Loved her alot...

Rest in peace...

With lotsa of love frm me...<333

Okie..

Cried like crap today

My eyes are currently damn swollen

Whoots call me goldfish =D

And ppl pls pls pls understand something

I HAVE NO COM

STOP EMAILING ME

SMS!!

{91296098}

Support Elson Soh^^

LOLs

And Bryan Teo^^

Lols.

Advertisement @.@

Ole!

Lols nothing to blog bout leh o.o

=] wanna noe more bout my life

SMS me

I have a new didi and living God =]

Emmaneul

He is freaking cute!

Ppl who wanna noe him ask me for his number ;D

Zhe Kang

Even though he and I not realli talking now..

He is still my God =]

hahas

Nothing else to update le^^

SMILE:D PPL!! I am Defeated Love Fairy

the bitch^^xoxoxo

2009-01-19T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl!!!
lols bloggin frm the school library
W/ Jiang♥ and Ping♥
^^ Seriously I am here to inform 2 bhb readers of my blog
So wat if I am Defeated love Fairy?
Sue me lah
Knn You all wanna flame me use
Yr real name lah
Humji still flame ppl
-.- Fck off seh
wanna kpkb sms my phone lah knn
Dun dirty limbu's blog =]
And Enchantered Bitcch
YOU CAN BE HOT FOR ALL I CARE -.-
I dunno you
I will nvr know you [since you dun dare to use real name]
And I dun wanna noe you
To Bhb Prince Horsey
Knn the hp is for my blog readers to contact me
I dunnid you to msg me at all
I have many smsin buddies
So shit the both of you
_l_
Major Bhb Losers who have nth to do
p.s I banned you =]
Wanna flame me ask yr frens lor
I dun care

2008-12-24T20:38:00.003+08:00

I WANT ROBERT PATTINSON!
OMG
HOT
HOT
HOT!!!
Go watch twilight!!!
PPL
THE SHOW ROCKS!!!
I wanted to run to the damn screen and kiss Robert T_T
Damn him for being so hot -.-
Com still spoil
T_T
ROBERT!!!!
Hopelessly intrigued
~.~
SMS}91296098

2008-12-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

Here to rant alot alot alot
There is this damn fat guy called
HONG FEI
He is ugly
And damn freaking stupid
He himself dump someone
Then go around announcing
He wanna die
EH FATASS!!!
IF YOU ARE READING THIS
I SUGGEST YOU JUS DROP DEAD
DUNNID TO ANNOUNCE!!!
Idiot fat stupid cbk
One day say you wanna die
Dun want anymore girlfren
The nxt day
He found a girl
Who is older than him -.-
WTF SEH
You can easily ren girlfren
Dun you dare freakin expect my Twinneh ♥
To anyhow ren mummy hor
Knnb make the whole world think that
MEL♥ was the one who dumped you
When she is so zhongxin to you
Fck you man
If you wanna be rou ma with your new gf
Dun kpkb on my Twinneh's hp
Understand not?
You wanna anyhow ren mummy
You go geylang
Confirm you can find yr REAL mummy
Can still create some loser club
Please lah the ppl who are anti-Mel
Are damn freaking losers
Mel is a sweet,friendly,nice and pretty
She is too good for a loser fatass like you
So fck you sia
Bastard -.-
FYI I used this colour coz it reminded me like you
SHIT _l_

2008-12-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

I MISS MY COM
I LOVE TSURUGA REN
I WANT YOU GUYS TO CONTINUE TAGGIN
THANK YOU
I AM NOT DEAD!!
Sms: 91296098

2008-11-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

LOLS
Hello ppl!!
Blogging from my auntie's house^^
LOLs
I MISS MY COM!!!
And yea well Laopo asked me
To go with her to watch Twilight
But yea
I realli dunno
I wanna ask someone out
So yea..Sorry Laopo^^
Hahas
And no I wont tell you
Or intro lols
Maybe nxt time^^
And once again I must proclaim my love
I LOVE TSURUGA REN!!!
Hahas..
And yea
A old fren of mine
Is like realli in shit
And I cant do anything T_T
Haix...

SMILE:D PPL!!!
I am Defeated Love Fairy
the Bitch^^xoxoxo

2008-11-16T19:20:00.002+08:00

PPL

WTF IS WRONG WITH FRIENDSTER???

nb lah my 300 over frens became 15 T_T

WAIL!

Matt even better..

LOLS

And hell

I MISS MY COM!!!!!!!

Using some random woman's com^^

LOLS

This few days...

Damn drama^^

Literally

I realised tat one of my juniors

DISLIKE ME

Nb lah all SJW fault can -.-

Tat asshole..

I damn moody can..

Den some random 19 year old guy

Asked me to be his lover..

I was in shock^^

LOLs

And well I am still on manga mania

But I am wasting money

BUYIN THEM

LOLS

But the money spent I damn happy^^

I LOVE MANGA!!!!!!

♥♥♥

I MISS YOU GUYS!!

Pls continue taggin^^

And pray for my com^^

If you guys wanna reach me

My hp number: 91296098

Ok?

Jus sms^^

LOLS

I doubt you guys will do it =x

Hahas...

AISHITERU^^

SMILE:D PPL!!!I am Defeated Love Fairy

the Bitch^^xoxoxo

2008-11-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

PPL!!

My com is down!!

SORRY

Anything sms me^^

LOVE YOU GUYS!!

TAO

STOP CALLING ME CHARLOTTE!!!!!!!

AISINIMEN!!!!!

Pls continue taggin^^